LONG LIVED PHANTOM

When I was a kid, I think I was more cynical. I used feel that the world is driven by being selfish. And for me money was everything. I always wanted to be in that profession that will make me earn more. But things have changed now. Compelled won't be a right word, but I think I'm kind of attracted towards the enlightenment of this world. I really wanna go out and work for humanity more and Money less. I guess, Americans shows and foreign books have to do with this change a lot. I remember watching Iron Man 3 for the first time in my life this year, and I knew what I have to do next in my life. I wanted to be a neuroscientist. Working on all the aspects of human brain and synapses and psychology and every last n single thing that's there. And it's not a reality atleast for now, but I guess this is something that excites me the most.  Books have really helped me to heal, to stabilize my mind, to stabilize my thoughts and most importantly to look into future with...

Lately, I was talking to one of my friends about the way our past can hurt and about erasing the awful memories. And during that conversation, I found a different kind of analogy w.r.t awful memories of past. So, consider 'Time' as a 'River' and the 'Awful Experiences' as 'Debris' with different densities (i.e. intensity). We all know that the river flow is immortal; its flow ultimately is inevitable. The pace with which it is flowing doesn't matter. So, it just keeps going on. In the same way, time also keeps moving. And some debris gets accumulated during its flow. But, that doesn't affect the flow of the river. They eventually get sedimented or piled up beneath the river according to their densities. And as the river water flows, it sometimes doesn't take that debris along. It just leaves the debris to that exact place where it first got into the river. But still, the debris remains a part of that river until that river gets evolve...