LONG LIVED PHANTOM

Hello anyone... XYZ... ABC... I don't know who all are reading this one... So this time its not an story and its definitely not an article... Its fact like talk... something I can call totally Practical...  So, I actually think this is the season of DEPRESSIONS.... I know a lot of people, suffering from DEPRESSION... REGRESSION... and a lot of such feelings... And basically, I am one of those... So, Its a kind of depression... that makes me cry a lot thinking about either a person or my future...  So... tomorrow I m definitely going to do an research work and will try to understand my depression lies in which category... and I think every depressed person should do this... ANALYSIS is very important... Okay... So let's start...  I was crying some hours ago... cos of my DEPRESSION... I probably cried for like 10 minutes or so... Ya, I know for how much time I cried... cos I was listening to a song, which was actually OSM... but It made me cry...

" Tu hai la jawab... Tere jalwe hazar... Mera bhi pata hai maina na manu kabhi haar.. Teri meri duniya Mein be hisab pyar... Main hoon ek ANGEL aur DEVIL mera yaar..."  alarm ranged... " oye, oye... Just shut up" I clicked the dismiss button on my NOKIA LUMIA ... and went out of the bed... and the room to insure that mom and dad were sleeping or not?... And THEY were...  This song from KICK is one of the irritating song... i have ever listend to... Although the movie was osm!... But this one is simply... "iusss..." Actually I'm preparing for HARVARD UNIVERSITY so I need to prepare for it in early morning at about 3:00 am because my parent don't want me to go for business administration... because of their silly notation about private sector... Although my father have always given me liberty to "choose what ever stream i want to! " but my mother she's a DEVIL... She always says that " Beta, Be like your sister......

Dear John, This letter is my way to death. I'm going for forever. And at this moment, I just wanted to confess, my love for you. It's something eternal and immortal, just the like sky outside your window panel. I know, you'll never come to my grave. I know, you are so brave!! I still remember, How all this started!!! Wonderful sky, crying me, cheering you... and a relationship with no end and no place for anything beyond love, that was a pictorial moment and yes, caption this!!! Musky roses blooms, clear rills.. but I didn't bother to look for you. How bad was I?? How bad I am?? Very!!! Very!!! You know the best part about you, is neither your smile , nor you face but your trust on me... I still remember, how you trusted me for your..... everything!!! One decision, costed everything... But not THE FAITH!!! And this time, It's my decision to prove all CORRECT!!! I know, you'll never appreciate my decision but will go on hating me forever!!! ...