LONG LIVED PHANTOM

As a science student, I have been reading about the lock and key models everywhere from chemistry to biology, It's sort of everywhere. So, the model speaks about a certain lock having a certain key . In the same way, miseries in our life is that lock and the key is  " Self Realization" . The other day, I was reading something... and suddenly there was this one question in my mind about time healing the wounds and stuff. And the answer came with in the next instant. " I KNOW AND I UNDERSTAND TIME CAN HEAL WOUNDS BUT WHAT ABOUT THE IMPRESSIONS IT LEFT ME WITH THAT REMINDS ME OF HOW POWERLESS I WAS ONCE, HOW POWERLESS I CAN BE,IF THAT WOUND IS ATTACKED ONCE AGAIN  AND I'M AFRAID OF IT!! I'M AFRAID OF LOSING MYSELF TO THE HANDS OF A AWFUL PAST I HAD  " Now understand, This is the misery I was talking about. The awful things that happened with us in the past are now  miseries of today. And it's definitely not easy to get rid of them. It...

" I never left him, but I never tried to stop him too... He was going through a very hard time in his life... A very hard one... It wasn't easy for him, to let go things. He was in pain, I can't feel it, but can sense it..." My mother died when I was 3. I only had my father and my grandfather as my family. I only spent 10 years of my life with my father. Then, I was sent to a boarding school in London and I only used to visit India once in a year, but unfortunately never met my father. He always used to lock himself in his room, He was depressed... I last visited India 3 years back, during my grandfather's funeral and that was the first time in 12 years , I saw my father coming out of the room. The moment, he stepped out of the room, he fainted. We took to the hospital, He was detected with an early stag of Alzheimer... It wasn't easy for me to handle him, he was a stranger for me... I cannot leave London, So I took him with me... My everyday routi...

Lots n lots of things happens with us every single day ... But a moment of dis encouragement is enough to even destroy the best that was destined!! It's not the thing, to be prepared all times... We don't know what's gonna happen next. Every upcoming moment is going to be an experience. All conversations, that we are going to have next, will definitely have an impact on our minds!! Being true to ourselves, is the only best thing that we can do... Empowering our own souls, Enlightening our minds, Setting good vibes for others, Sensing our own breaths... We are defined by our past , present and what we are capable of being in future. It's never a single moment that describes us. But that one single moment adds to our life's history... Let's always be beware of ourselves... Let's be free... Let's be comfortable, with what we are... Let's be fearless...