LONG BEFORE

" I never left him, but I never tried to stop him too... He was going through a very hard time in his life... A very hard one... It wasn't easy for him, to let go things. He was in pain, I can't feel it, but can sense it..." My mother died when I was 3. I only had my father and my grandfather as my family. I only spent 10 years of my life with my father. Then, I was sent to a boarding school in London and I only used to visit India once in a year, but unfortunately never met my father. He always used to lock himself in his room, He was depressed... I last visited India 3 years back, during my grandfather's funeral and that was the first time in 12 years , I saw my father coming out of the room. The moment, he stepped out of the room, he fainted. We took to the hospital, He was detected with an early stag of Alzheimer... It wasn't easy for me to handle him, he was a stranger for me... I cannot leave London, So I took him with me... My everyday routi...