LONG LIVED PHANTOM

CHAPTER - 1 17th May, 2013 "Krish!! Wake up !! You're going to get late again" I shouted while opening the curtains. "Wake me up when it's 7:00 Sam" he replied in his sleepy voice. "No Krish!! You need to wake up now. Also I'm leaving for Hyderabad today, will come back by the end of this weekend." I grabbed his arms and lurched him but failed. "Okay, Tell me the arrival timing and I'll come to pick you at the airport"  "We'll see" I didn't looked at him this time while replying. "I said Sorry na ... Please forget what happened last time. I'll be there I promise." Said Krish while adjusting his eyes to the bright light that was falling on his face after I opened the curtains. _______ 3 days later, Krish came to the airport to pick me up which was a bit surprising because he never do all these stuff. I know he already said this while I was leaving but he used to make those fa...

Evil; A very petrifying and horrendous word. It's not just an expression of inhumanity and insanity but something more dreadful. Sufferings on the other hand is man's favourite companion. It never leaves him alone. No man can breathe without the sufferings that our diaphragm and intercostal muscles sufferes in the form of contractions against air pressure. No man is born without the sufferings a women's body undergoes to expel a life out of uterus.  I was lately listening to a Mahabharata podcast on Spotify; and there I got acquainted with this knowledge that "born as humans is the greatest form of suffering in itself". It's really bizzare to think this , but it's really crazy that we humans are born from another human's suffering; and after our birth we continue to suffer till death and after our death our soul suffers to find Nirvana. Hence, this cycle of continuous sufferings is never-ending. Let's talk about each suffering one by on...

Hi everybody!! It just feels too weird, It feels like I'm writing after a decade. But, well it's been only one and a half year. Life's strange; once this blog was so special to me and now it's just another archive. So, basically life has completed changed now. All of us have survived the "apocalypse" - corona, I mean.  From past few days I was looking for some content to write an article; I tried observing life in depth but couldn't found any thing. But, yesterday afternoon only, I asked myself a question "Who's the pillar of life for me? " and spontaneously I answered this to myself "PAST".  Past has been an important life supporting pillar for me ever since I have started understanding the reasons behind continuity of incidences. When I had my first heart-ache (not the medical one but the literature one), I used reading as a tool for distraction and later on I realised, this skill not only helped me to Heal but to comp...

So, according to Mayan civilization, today that is 21st June 2020 is supposed to be doomsday where earth is apparently going to end once and for all.So, even if earth's dying let's just end every freaking thing on a good note. Btw I know nothing's gonna happen. So, I have talked about this thing long ago , approx a year ago. I wrote an article about it where I was trying to explain the difference between falling in love and being in love. Where I also talked about my personal experience of falling in love but not being in love and I concluded the article hoping that I'll find love real soon.  http://vinnieishere.blogspot.com/2019/01/love-is-divine-its-passionate.html People might say that love is a very beautiful emotion but for me love is a very healthy emotion. Since I have been into this situation, that's why I'm telling you that your life does chances a bit once to start loving somebody else apart from yourself. All our lives we have been taught...

So, I just wrapped up reading "Wuthering Heights" by Emily Brontë, and believe me it's worth reading.  On 10th of Sept 2020 , I started reading this book with my friend. I was so so so enthusiastic that I even told one of my friends that I'll be completing this book in just two days. But, Damn!! It took me freakin' 9 days to complete it.  I still remember the first time when I started reading it, I read around 30 pages in a go but hardly understood a single sentence and reading the book initially was really tiresome cos I was constantly searching meanings of different words so so so frequently [This is my only novel so far that actually contains pencil work ]. I was so frustrated the first day, that I even told my friend that I won't be able to read it any further. Second day, I even took a break from this book , and read another classic " The Metamorphosis" by Franz Kafka.  Third day, I finally made up my mind to give it a try once again...

So nowadays I really talk to myself a lot. It's sort of bizarre to think of, but I enjoy it the most. So during one of my recent chats with myself; I literally came across this strange idea which I'll talking in today's blog. I feel that our life is just like that standing coin on the ground; which basically leads to no clear cut conclusion on head or tails. The angle with which we see the coin actually decides its fate. If I am seeing from right/left side , am gonna see a clear cut conclusion; either heads or tails. But if I'm seeing from the top; It's again a dilemma to chose one side. This is actually what really happens with our lives as well. And when the coin is in the air while that flipping process; all we hope to see is just one clear cut conclusion but what we avoid to think about are the possibilities of it ending at nothing. People take decisions (sometimes due to the heat of the moment) and regret them later. And then they try to make some amen...